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Need you now--- lady antebellum
Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call  but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door.
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.
--I picked this song this week because it's been in my head. it doesn't really fit in my life in any way, it's just a really good song. I listen to it all the time.

“White Liar”- Miranda Lambert.

Hey white liar
The truth comes out a little at a time
And it spreads just like a fire
Slips off of your tongue like turpentine
And I don’t know why
White liar

You better be careful what you do
I wouldn’t wanna be in your shoes
If they ever found you out
You better be careful what you say
It never really added up any way
I got friends in this town

Hey white liar
The truth comes out a little at a time
And it spreads just like a fire
Slips off of your tongue like turpentine
And I don’t know why
White liar

You said you went out to a bar
And walked some lady to her car
But your face has more to tell
Cuz my cousin saw you on the street
With a red head named Bernice
Turns out you don’t lie too well

Hey white liar
The truth comes out a little at a time
And it spreads just like a fire
Slips off of your tongue like turpentine
And I don’t know why
White liar

Here’s a bombshell just for you
Turns out I’ve been lying too

Yeah I’m a white liar
The truth comes out a little at a time
And it spreads just like a fire
Slips off of my tongue like turpentine
And I don’t know why
White Liar

* I chose this song because I hate being lied to, and I have been for about two weeks now by different people. This song explains it perfectly.

“Don’t Give Up On Me”

I don’t to church enough
I curse out loud, I drink too much
I’m more of a sinner than a saint

Got a dusty Bible on my shelf
I just pick it up when I need help
Lord know there’s a lot I need to change
And I want to, baby, you make me want to

You tie the knot
When I’m at the end of my rope
You never stop believin’ in me
When I don’t know who I am
Or what I’m supposed to be
I don’t give you no good reason
But baby, don’t give up on me

I’ve smoke my last cigarette
At least a hundred times I bet
I guess I’ll just keep quittin’ til’ it sticks

But for all the things I’ve failed to do
I’ve never failed at lovin’ you
We both know I can’t grant your every wish
But I want to, baby, you make me want to

You tie the knot
When I’m at the end of my rope
You never stop believin’ in me
When I don’t know who I am
Or what I’m supposed to be
I don’t give you no good reason
But baby, don’t give up on me

You tie the knot
When I’m at the end of my rope
You never stop believin’ in me
When I don’t know who I am
Or what I’m supposed to be
I don’t give you no good reason
But baby, don’t give up on me

* i basically picked this song, because for some reason i have become obsessed with jason aldean this week.

“Innocence” avril lavigne

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it’s so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn’t change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don’t go away
I need you now
And I’ll hold on to it
Don’t you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it’s so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I’m so happy here
It’s so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn’t change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don’t go away
I need you now
And I’ll hold on to it
Don’t you let it pass you by

It’s a state of bliss, you think you’re dreaming
It’s the happiness inside that you’re feeling
It’s so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It’s a state of bliss, you think you’re dreaming
It’s the happiness inside that you’re feeling
It’s so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It’s so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don’t go away
Cause I need you now
And I’ll hold on to it
Don’t you let it pass you by

[[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don’t go away
I need you now
And I’ll hold on to it
Don’t you let it pass you by

*i picked this song because for the first time in a while, i  am happy with everything. i got great friends, wonderful family, and a pretty good guy. everything is going smooth.

“See You Again”

I got my sight set on you
And I’m ready to aim
I have a heart that will
Never be tamed

I knew you were something special
When you spoke my name
Now I can’t wait to see you again

I’ve got a way of knowing
When something is right
I feel like I must have known you
In another life
’cause I felt this deep connection
When you looked in my eyes

Now I can’t wait to see you again

[Chorus:]
The last time I freaked out
I just kept looking down
I stuttered when you asked me what I’m thinking about
Felt like I couldn’t breathe
You asked what’s wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said “Oh she’s just being Miley”
The next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart can rest till then (a-whoa a-whoa)
Now I can’t wait to see you again

I got this crazy feeling deep inside
When you called and asked to see me tomorrow night
I’m not a mind reader but I’m reading the sign
That you can’t wait to see me again

[Chorus:]
The last time I freaked out
I just kept looking down
I stuttered when you asked me what I’m thinking about
Felt like I couldn’t breathe
You asked what’s wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said “Oh she’s just being Miley”
The next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart can rest till then (a-whoa a-whoa)
Now I can’t wait to see you again

I got my sight set on you and I’m ready to aim

[Chorus:]
The last time I freaked out
I just kept looking down
I stuttered when you asked me what I’m thinking about
Felt like I couldn’t breathe
You asked what’s wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said “Oh she’s just being Miley”
The next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart can rest till then (a-whoa a-whoa)
Now I can’t wait to see you again

(a-whoa a-whoa)
Now I can’t wait to see you again

* i picked this song this week because i’ve been hanging out with a new guy and at first i was shy and now i can’t wait to hang out with him because i act myself around him.

“Not Meant To Be”

It’s never enough to say I’m sorry
It’s never enough to say I care
But I’m caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone’s losing

It’s like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you’re always mad
And I, I can’t change your mind
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can’t give you what you want
And it’s killing me
And I, I’m starting to see
Maybe we’re not meant to be

It’s never enough to say I love you
No, it’s never enough to say I try
It’s hard to believe
That’s theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone’s losing

It’s like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you’re always mad
And I, I can’t change your mind
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can’t give you what you want
And it’s killing me
And I, I’m starting to see
Maybe we’re not meant to be
There’s still time to turn this around
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it’s too late

It’s like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you’re always mad
And I, I can’t change your mind
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can’t give you what you want
And it’s killing me
And I, I’m starting to see
Maybe we’re not meant to be

It’s like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you’re always mad
And I, baby I’m sorry to see
Maybe we’re not meant to be

* i picked this song this week because me and my ex boyfriend was trying to get back together and it just didn’t work out and this song explains that.

“Already Gone”

I will not leave a letter nothing at all
I’m sure you won’t notice that I’m even gone
I wont break this silence we’ve shared for so long
I will be strong

I will not leave a letter nothing at all
I’m sure you won’t notice that I’m even gone
Why did I stay here stay for so long
When we’re so far gone
I feel so stupid taking this fall
I should have seen it known all along
I won’t break this silence we’ve shared for so long
I will be strong

What could you possibly want from me
Can’t you see I’m already gone
Everything we thought we’d be
I still don’t feel sorry for this loss

I will not waste a moment thinking these thoughts
Forgetting comes easy
I never cared at all
Hurt became hate now I’m feeling the strain
There’s just too much pain
Falling to pieces get swept away
Left all our pictures some to fade
I won’t break this silence we’ve shared for so long
I will be strong

What could you possibly want from me
Can’t you see I’m already gone
Everything we thought we’d be
I still don’t feel sorry for this loss

You don’t have to say anything at all
I wont stop you from walking away
I’ll do nothing at all

Sitting here I waste a day,
While the memories fade away,
You know I expected so much more from you

* i picked this song this week because i’ve learned that the one person that wasn’t supposed to let you know probably will, and that’s what i think this song is saying.

Sick Puppies.

“Maybe”

Maybe I’m a dreamer
Maybe I’m misunderstood
Maybe you’re not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I’m crazy
(Maybe I’m crazy)
Maybe I’m the only one
(Maybe I’m the only one)
Maybe I’m just out of touch
Maybe I’ve just had enough

Maybe it’s time to change
And leave it all behind
I’ve never been one to walk alone
I’ve always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
‘Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it’s time to change

Maybe it’s hopeless
(Maybe it’s hopeless)
Maybe I should just give up
(Maybe I should just give up)
What if I can’t trust myself?
What if I just need some help?

Maybe it’s time to change
And leave it all behind
I’ve never been one to walk alone
I’ve always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
‘Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it’s time to change

And maybe it’s time to change
And leave it all behind
I’ve never been one to walk alone
I’ve always been scared to try

And maybe it’s time to change
And leave it all behind
I’ve never been one to walk alone
I’ve always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
‘Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it’s time to change
‘Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it’s time to change

*I chose this song because for one it is in my head. I have listened to that song all week. I love the sick puppies, and this one is my favorite song by them. It also fits me this week, because I realize I’m changing into a different person, and i first I thought it was a bad thing, now I have begun to think it is a good thing. I’ve opened my eyes to other stuff, and realize the world doesn’t revolve around me.

BOYS DON’T MATTER- LOVE SICK RADIO

He drove her home last friday night
another date, another stupid fight
He tried to make up, just one embrace
She slammed the cry door, slammed it in his face
Now he’s running through the lawn, he’s trying to catch her before she’s gone…

No more waiting by the phone, She’s not afraid just to be alone. Boy’s Don’t, Boy’s Don’t Matter. She’s going out with all her friends, She’s starting to feel free again. She’s said Boys Don’t, Boy’s Don’t matter

She’s been so hurt, He’s been so mean
Smacks her around like she’s a tambourine
Its her time to laugh, its her time to sing
Now its her time to just try anything
Now she’s running through his mind he’s wondering why she said goodbye.

No more waiting by the phone, She’s not afraid just to be alone. Boy’s Don’t, Boy’s Don’t Matter. She’s going out with all her friends, She’s starting to feel free again. She’s said Boys Don’t, Boy’s Don’t matter

Her mind is made up She’ll let the memories lay there with the mess he’s made there and walk away

No more waiting by the phone, She’s not afraid just to be alone. Boy’s Don’t, Boy’s Don’t Matter. She’s going out with all her friends, She’s starting to feel free again. She’s said Boys Don’t, Boy’s Don’t matter

• This song was my song last week, because honestly boys don’t matter anymore. They do nothing but cause drama in my life. As far as dating them, [ my guy friends are the best though ].  This song fits because I want to walk away from certain guys like the girl in this song did.

Pop Evil
One More Goodbye lyrics

• I picked this song this week because of the problems i’m having with an ex boyfriend. I won’t go into detail because you can obviously see how it is going by the lyrics in the song. I don’t think goodbyes are good things, but in some cases it’s your only choice…